Now that youre already familiar with ruined orgasms and what they mean to you, youre slowly having to accept that you just dont deserve to satisfactorily. You are now my little jerk off slut, who may jerk off for me as often as she wants, but must never orgasm redemptively. Real sex is taboo for you, your cock will never squirt again, but your cum will only run out of your dick unsatisfied. I, on the other hand, am allowed to do what I want, do it myself 5 times a day and fuck until I collapse from exhaustion, only you loser must no longer feel satisfaction!